New Years Eve Excitement!

Well, I ultimatly decided that I didn't want to have to choose between the numerous things I was invited to this year and instead opted to just spent a nice evening with James, just the two of us.

It's gonna be very very nice. ^-^ I'm dressed up kinda nice, just for that little flair. I hope James like it, he hasn't seen the shirt before! It's onna be niced to just have a quiet, romantic and relaxed evening together. It's just... lol, nice.

So ya, watching MuchNews Misses, Kisses and Disses. I normally don't watch Much, but this is from thier news program, is kinda an entertainment rundown of all the crap that happened. It's really well done. Very positive all things considered. They covered the way Hip Hop has opened it's doors to world influences,, and the way certain celebrities have changed to more positive messages. I mean there are the usual trash stories, Tom Cruise and his shit etc.

Anyway, I'm off, gonna do the gaming thing for a little bit!

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 3:58 PM 0 comments

Most Excellent Day

So I got up and went off to a movie with the gang. Saw Munich. It was awsome! I really really enjoyed it. Not exactly a chearful movie, but really well done, and Eric Bana was amazing, sexy as always!

Speaking of sexy, after the gang went to dinner, James and I spent a wonderful evening together. I'm quiet pleased! heheh! Though I definatly have to give my hair a good washing tommorow! ;) That's right, I hear all your brains breaking!

Anyway, I'm gonna get some munchies and kinda hit the sack soon, so I'll catch you laters!

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 1:14 AM 0 comments

Discovery

So I found him. He was at his place all day, playing EVE with Graham, neither one has made an effort to communicate with the outside world. I eventually had called James' cell, left a message, go no response, so I called Grahams cell to pass the message to James. Luckily I caught them at a point when they weren't playing EVE.

So ya, to clarify, this has all been something of a pre-emptive freak out. I'm gonna get this shit strightened out before there is a major issue. Unfortunatly, that means I had to have a melt down, but I got through it unharmed... so far. It's not really over yet, cause I haven't gotten to to talk to James yet.

He's supposed to get on MSN when he gets back from the errand they were running. Lets see if that actually happens or if they get distracted.

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 8:02 PM 0 comments

Waiting

No word yet. He popped online at one point, but didn't say anything to me. Can't get a hold of Graham either. I'm debating calling James, but at this point, I don't even want to get together tonight, I'm too depressed, and scared.

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 4:11 PM 0 comments

Mixed Blessings

So I log in today to find the I have been awarded the Neighbor of the Month prize at C&C Lo. Thank you very much for the honor!

However, there is bad, per the usual, to ofset this good. I'm terrified at the moment. I hardly slept last night. To understand my problem, I have to tell you some back story.

Back when Chris and I were dating he was big into playing Neverwinter Nights. Not a problem in and of itself, but he got so into it, I got ignored far too often. I felt like I had to compete with a game for the affections of my boyfriend. It was really hard to take. It was a contributing factor to the end of our relationship.

Something similar is starting now with James. The other day, there was the whole thing with not paying attention to what he agreed to. He was reading things for EVE (his new game) at the time. Last night on msn he went unresponsive for like an hour or more, I updated MSN, logged back in and he left shortly there after. This morning when I logged in, he logged out a minute later. I can't get a hold of him or Graham. It's annoying as hell.

I know I'm a needy girlfriend, but so does he. And I don't think wanting him to have a speratic msn conversation with me while he plays is really unreasonable.

Now to be fair, I'm not 100% sure he is playing, because I can't get a hold of him to ask. I don't want to call his house because that's taking it kinda far I guess. I'm just really getting depressed. I'm debating trying to get a hold of him to get together tonight. Something tells me he's busy online.

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 1:08 PM 0 comments

*Yawn*

O.k.... I'm up. My parents hate that I sleep in kinda late, but I don't care I like to sleep until wierd hours. Anyway!

Last night James came over, after one hell of an ordeal. At like 2am that morning we had made plans to get together that evening and hang out. He agreed to this, however, he didn't agree to it. In his mind he was agreeing to a sleepover (something that just won't happen). He had thought he'd mentioned a sleepover earlier and that all this was in reference to that remark. However, he never mentioned a sleepover in detail. He had at one point said "Sleepover?" and I had clairfied no, we would be getting together to hang out later that day. But he missed that.

All we can conclude was that he was just so very out of it. So I was really annoyed at him. I was really fucking pissed at the situation. And I stayed mad for a hell of a long time. I think part of it was the fact that it took him like 45 minutes to mention that he was free and could come over anyway, so I'd spent a bunch of time thinking my night was bust, and I got to tell my parents and listen to thier shit.

By the end of the night I was calmer and things were back to normal, and James and I had fun as usual. I was just really upset because of the whole situation. I mean, James is reknowned for screwing up dates and times, promising to be two places at once, or planning too many things in a day, but this went beyond that! It was like he did all that at once and didn't even recall doing it. I mean, it's not his fault, he was just really really out of it, but it was kinda his fault, becuase he was out of it for some reason etc.

Oh well, it's all over and done with. And I have another mark to show for it. ;)

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 1:17 PM 2 comments

Post Christmas Relaxations

So ya, no post from yesterday, I was just relaxing. I got up late as I could before my parents freaked, and then relaxed for a while, playing games. Went to a family friends house for dinner, and then back here playing games and talking to James till 2am.

Same sort of thing today, got up late, talked to my Aunt on the phone (damnit) and then ate lunch. Now, I'm gonna make a quick fabirc shopping trip with my Mom, then back here to play games. Past that I think James and I might get together tonight.

Anyway, I'm gonna go take a shower, get all clean, see you laters

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 1:33 PM 0 comments

Merry Christmas

Alright, time for the Christmas run down!

In my stocking:
Mango Lipbalm
Betty Boop Bell Ornament
Spun Glass Angel Ornament
Kneeling Angel Ornament
4 "Admit One" movie gift Certificates
Travel set of makeup brushes with mirror
Spearmint Leaves (Yummy!)
After Eight Chocolate Bar
Cadbury Thins Chocolate Bar
Full Sized (first year for that!) Toblerone bar
Lindt Milk Chocolates
3 Pairs of socks

Under the Tree:
A Black T-Shirt with a Pink Star on it, and Blueberry lip gloss from the Slades to go with the blanket from yesterday
Papaya body butter
Mini mouse with retractable chord
Emily Strange messenger back from Kaitlin
Black Satin PJ pants
Black slippers (for hot tub stuff and wearing in the house)
Mall gift certificates from Aunt Peggie and family, and Aunt Paula and family
"The Good Earth" (book)
Red satin and polar fleece house coat
Soul Calibur 3
Sims 2 University Expansion
Sims 2 Nightlife Expansion
Therapy Flashcards (you gotta see them to believe them)
Total Bitch Gum

I think thats it. It's a good haul lol. I'm prolly gonna use the money I still have from Grandma to buy the Serenity DVD soon, and I'm not sure what I'll use the other gift certificates for, but I'm sure I'll find something lol.

Anyway, I'm gonna get playing and stuff with all my new games, but I think I'm gonna get some lunch first. I'm going to the Slades after dinner tonight to say hello to everyone, I had planned to wear a certain outfit, but now I should wear the shirt they gave me. :p Well, they said it was casual! Right well I'm off to feed myself!

Punkrawk4all's darkside uncovered at 12:33 PM 1 comments